Fangirls

I never thougt of myself as a Fangirl screaming after some random stars, I could never understand people like that. I always was apart from those girls , didn´t want to be near them screaming but I got the same anyway. As a total fan of 5 Seconds of Summer , Connor Franta and Divergent I stand here.There are just 3 Fandoms but having less is worse because you have more to focus on from each one and for the people around you, you just seem totally insane. If my friend wasn´t such a big fan of 5 Seconds of Summer too she would have never bought me a poster. In London I was standing infront of those things where they have the posters and I stood infront of that and was almost crying because I had no money and than she bought me one of the posters.

Turning 16

When you turn 16 everything changes I thougt, I wished, but it never happend. My biggest wish is going to New York, I picture it like the best place to be but I fear it will not be that way at all. I have always wanted to go to london but it was not at all like I wanted it to be. I thought it would be amazing an beautiful and like all those black and white pictures you see all around on Postcards. It was not like that at all, everywhere were tourist and you could go nowhere without being surrounded by them, I hate it when there are so many people around and so I was pretty disappointed when I got back home