Listening to music in public

There are some songs you can not listen to in public because people could see what you are listening to. The text is too inappropriate or it reminds you of your crush and you start blushing for no reason in public. Sitting next to your crush and then a song comes on that used to be yours and your ex one, that song just killed everything between you and your crush. Yesterday I was sitting in the bus next to a guy I used to love and than I listened to a song that is mine and my boyfriends I couldn't deal with it,I had to skip the song. It happens all the time to me because I listen to music very loud and I'm always scared someone could hear it.

One Day

One day I stopped loving you and if you told me now you loved me I don't think I could love you again because the day I stopped loving you made me feel free and I could not again be adicted to you, I would never want that. But you know what I would hate you for being to late with loving me. You know who I would hate the most?  Myself because you were the one I only wanted and then I get the chance to have you and I am to scared to accept my feelings. Sometimes I miss the feeling of the butterflies when I saw you but than I realize that I am not addicted to you anymore and don't need you to be around to be happy.When I loved you I used to fall in a hole of sadness when you where not around. That was the worst of it all because you could not do anything about it. Looking back on it today I had phases where I was really happy and ones where I was really sad and it was difficult for the people around me, my friends to handle it.